What should i feel~

Y here..
I mean Y's back..
I make myself lost contact with Y's..
but..
Y's back now..
How?? why?!
The feeling came back to me..
Dam it.. I know i should not..
Stress me out..
what i hope is u go for ur happiness..
Leave me alone shall u??
I'm superb sad bout it and trying to forget it..
and i almost did that,
u struck back..
It killed me..
Deadly.. Fine..
Teach me what i can do..
Haihz.. >.<"