Everytime when im on business that doesn't involve u, we seems to chat differently after that.
It might be im the one thinking too much..
But this is the truth..
No matter im doing my work or assignments, its the same.
Im seriously very headache about this..
Whenever im out with u all day long, then the way we chat will be different.. as in VERY GOOD.

What am i suppose to do??
Quit all my jobs and works... Is it the only way?
Im getting tired of all this.
The pressure is here. do i even get support.
Who knows what im feeling. ='(